Why?

Why do tears come at the most in opportune of times? You're sitting at your desk and working like you're supposed to and then you feel that all too familiar feeling of a flood coming and you know in your gut that the gates (your eyes) aren't strong enough to keep the dam from breaking. You sit there and silently pray that no one walks into your office and without fail they come rushing in people everywhere trying to ask you questions and all you want to do is scream at the top of your lungs "GET THE FUCK OUT" but you smile that fake "I'm ok" smile and they keep talking and you want to say "Can you leave me with just a little bit of dignity just enough to get through the day, PLEASE DAMN IT PLEASE" but no they are either oblivious to the sheet of water covering your eyes that with one blink will rush down your face like a tsunami or they do notice and their face changes and they get that all to familiar pity filled concerned awkward look in their eyes that tells you that they want to run far away from you because they are uncomfortable and don't know what to do for you or say to you so they say "are you okay" and you both know you're not or else you wouldn't be having this emotional moment at fucking work! You look at them but cut your gaze short because something about looking into another set of eyes causes the tsunami to want to wreck havoc all over you. You say "yeah I'm fine" I usually cover it with "I have bad allergies" and it usually works or the person uses it as an escape because last time I checked allergies don't leave you an emotional wreck at your desk sobbing like your dog just died wishing that you could crawl into a hole and literally die! Nope not symptoms of any allergies I know of!

Why, tears do you cause life to get so complicated! Know your place! Your place is in the car when your human is ALONE DAMN IT! Your place is in the shower so makeup isn't ruined! Your place is in your humans bed when no one else is around and she just needs to cleanse out all of what life seems to throw that she can't seem to catch! Your place is by no means EVER at fucking work you moron or around people ever! She has to be strong she has to stay strong she has no other person to wipe you away on so stop ruining her day you fucking bastard, tears!